Thirty minutes before One.

The pain from your bite will remind me that you hugged me tight and you’re enticed by my scent. It left a mark that you craved for me, more than the pinch and random smiles I got from you. The moment you grab my hand and tickle the hell out of me, I can’t breathe. You might be the cause of my death that moment, but I don’t mind dying beside you - I spent the last minutes of my life laughing and feeling beautiful in your eyes.
You scoop me like a sick kid, put me to a seat, then hug me again from behind, the familiar comfort wrapped inside your arms. I want to cry, you grab my chin and kiss me.
Right then and there.. I melted, drowned and craved for more.


It’s past 2am and I am still wondering what those hugs and words mean to you, or do they mean at all.

I managed to stop dwelling on the recent scenario we’ve been through, and you’re just tired and sad. The first time we’ve been locked up in our own room of admiration and longing for love, you kissed me like you want me forever. Then I never heard anything from you. I held my guards up and told my self that those kind of tickling and cuddling will never ever happen again. On a 30-minute basis, we melted in each others arms again. I bid goodbye and look back, hoping you’ll follow me when I walk away first.. But you never show up. The rain poured so hard that It shows sympathy with my broken heart - five minutes in the rain and I am soaking wet. Got home and took a bath, trying to erase every thing in my head about you and me. And your bite marks - hit me again. Will I ever matter to you? Or like this mark, sooner or later will wear off and nothing will be left..
Help me decipher what is this, what is us?
Because even if I’m scared, then again.. Right next to you is where I want to be.


‘xo, M.

¤ 07 - 25 - 14 (AM)
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Left: 2013.
Right: 2014.
The Before and After. The Long and Short Hair. The Fat and Fab days. Hihihi. I love you @khatiern - Thank you for being crazy with me ❤️💋

Left: 2013.
Right: 2014.
The Before and After. The Long and Short Hair. The Fat and Fab days. Hihihi. I love you @khatiern - Thank you for being crazy with me ❤️💋

¤ 07 - 23 - 14 (PM)
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From Viejo Fire and Rescue to Tejeros Rescue, back to Viejo Rescue to Makati C3. Dear Jewel,
The years I’ve been with you taught me a lot of all sorts of things. We both made it to where we deserve to be, now that you’re starting your new chapter in life, may God guide you towards every step to the better days of what more you deserve to have. I am sorry for all the pain and every-thing-that-comes-along-with that I’ve caused you. We had misunderstanding moments, short-comings, different choices, growing more with new friends and new people.. but We can never change the fact that where I am now is because you once, twice, thrice help me stood up for what I believed is right. Other people will always have something to say, different kind of story and their sides of it. You always told me that it doesn’t matter, as long as you know the truth.. As long as the people who loves you believe in you.. Nothing will go wrong. Things will fall into its right places.

May this year be a great one for you and your family. Continue being a blessing to others, may God grant all your wishes.. Give you good health and more happiness.. And more more years with Mark. Happy Happy Birthday. I love you. I miss you. :’)

'xxo,
M.

¤ 07 - 08 - 14 (PM)
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Yea. Probably right. #july07 #2014

Yea. Probably right. #july07 #2014

¤ 07 - 07 - 14 (PM)
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My favorite MSN and Psychiatric Nursing Professor (Rosauro Cruz Briones) tied the knot with her Kuchi (Mafe Coronel) - June 14, 2014. 
The perfect wedding every girl wished to have, the kind of guy every girl dreamt of marrying and the kind of relationship each of us deserve to have.
Congratulations Sir Uro, may God continue to bless you and your family. #fairytaleWedding #bestWishes #wedding #2014

My favorite MSN and Psychiatric Nursing Professor (Rosauro Cruz Briones) tied the knot with her Kuchi (Mafe Coronel) - June 14, 2014.
The perfect wedding every girl wished to have, the kind of guy every girl dreamt of marrying and the kind of relationship each of us deserve to have.
Congratulations Sir Uro, may God continue to bless you and your family. #fairytaleWedding #bestWishes #wedding #2014

¤ 06 - 17 - 14 (PM)
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Congratulations @omhauiee! My soulmate will finally be a colleague. Good luck on your new chapter — may all your upcoming adventures teach you good things that will make you a better version of who you are today. God Bless you babes. I miss you sooo much. I love you to bits. #soulmate #childhoodbestfriend #mm #nurse

Congratulations @omhauiee! My soulmate will finally be a colleague. Good luck on your new chapter — may all your upcoming adventures teach you good things that will make you a better version of who you are today. God Bless you babes. I miss you sooo much. I love you to bits. #soulmate #childhoodbestfriend #mm #nurse

¤ 06 - 17 - 14 (PM)
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2014, June 5th

I’ve been ranting and sulking myself from all the sweet sweet lines of an impeccable book. I must have missed something in between, those were the kind of guys who are a product of a great author.
My Christian Grey will always remind of hearts and flowers, Ryan Christensen of his jealousy and can’t-live-without-Taryn’s gestures and Gabriel Owen Emerson’s pleasing the only girl he’d waited for his whole life.

Indeed a morning..
only to realize I was alone in a queen-sized bed..
wanting to be wanted, loved and taken cared of.

'M. xo

¤ 06 - 05 - 14 (AM)
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De-STRESSING. Ugh! 
Another tough day. 
Last duty for the month of May was a BANG. 
Sayin’ hello to the new fvck of June. #aUTL #alpha #june2014  (at Krispy Kreme, Bonifacio High Street)

De-STRESSING. Ugh!
Another tough day.
Last duty for the month of May was a BANG.
Sayin’ hello to the new fvck of June. #aUTL #alpha #june2014 (at Krispy Kreme, Bonifacio High Street)

¤ 05 - 31 - 14 (PM)
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